Found an old journaling site of mine

Though apparently the old site didn't have spell check and I didn't care to capitalize things that needed to be haha.

well on sat i did some of my hours for history, wow i did more calling of peeps in one day than i have in like forever expecially calling complete strangers lol. i was helping with campaning. i got free pizza yum. though it was the greasest pizza i've eaten lol. then i went to wendys house to help her with trunk-or-treating. then i spent the night at her house went to church with her ward. oh so much better than my ward i actually learned stuff in their class lol. my class in my ward is so much more distracting. i'm thinking of going to her ward more often. then on mon i went to do more hours, finish up my hours. i went down to the republican office and they told me i can go walking but i didn't understand what they ment by that i thought go walking with signs or sumthin like that. but no we were walking to houses of peeps that had before registered as republican its was fun. we got on a bus van, what do i mean by a bus van? a van with 15 peeps in it lol. it was cool there were peeps from BYU on my bus volonteering haha cool stuff. there were alot of peeps that were lds on the bus i was surprised that there were so many lds peeps on the bus but i guess i shouldn't be. then this girl from BYU said that she felt like she were going tracking again like on her mission. so when we went out i had that thought in my head and i learned to respect missionaries more because we did alot of walking before we got each house that we were working for. i could so see it being just like a mission.

oooie ooie i'm excited to be going on the temple trip tomorrow we are going to the st. george temple as stake youth. it's going to be a blast. the only downfall is it's my day off i have to wake up even earlier than i do on a school day for seminary. oh and also on mon i don't get it off like everyone else cause its staff development day but not for college bum bum. oh well the bright side to it is at least i don't have to wake up at five i get to sleep in cause my first class is at nine.

ok i'm not sure i'm going to go to sadies but i'm for sure not going to be going to MM cause its to much work when i'm not even friends with most the group so i'm just not going to do it. i might just go to my sadies with my school with heather cause its cheaper fun and also already all planned out cause planning is a pain in the butt. well i got to break the news to hannah tonight that i'm not going and so we can't go to MM now. shes not going to take it to well but the main thing is that shes just grabbing anyone to go with us now its not even going to be any fun any more, not with a good group.

i'm so lost on what to do for sadies i want to go to MM but none of my friends are going. i was hoping that allison would go with me but it sounds like she might go with meg ugh darn darn. well just got to talk about it more still. then for trunk or treat i'm going to go to wendy's ward to help with my babes yay. i am also going to her ward cause i'm getting sick of mine. everyone is so imature in my class. there is a time to talk and a time to learn can't you just seperate the to, oh no they can't, they don't know how. well i hope wendy's ward is good i might be going there a little more if it is. well its late ttfn

well the fright dome was fun except the fact i got draged into the bench and am bruised, not fun. well today my mom and dad are putting up our shelfs/racks for our clothes in the closet so we might be moving in soon. we had the inspector come and look at the house but we just need some stuff done with the well, or something like that so we kinda are moving in cause hes really laid back about us doing that even though we aren't supposed to. i'm trying to get my mom to buy my bed so i can put up my canopy and set up some of my stuff in my room. i really want to know what my room will turn out looking like. i hope its not too cluttery. man i don't really want to go to sadies no more it don't sound that great anymore cause now none of my crazy friends are going and that would make it so much funner cause i can relate to them better and they agree with me and things better. i don't know. i don't think i'm going anymore. i don't even want to go at all. cause i only wanted to ask him if we could go to magic mountain but its not going to be a great anymore. so whats the use when i want to buy so much other things with my money. i need to buy alot of other things too. expecially since were moving sooooo soon.

ok since i hadn't written much this week lol. it's finally the week end lol. alrighty i actually have plans with friends, i'm going to the fright dome tonight yay!!!!!!!!!!!!! cause i've never been to it even as normal lol. i don't get out much, i'm poor and so i usually go only friends invite me to places. i occasionally pull sumthin (get a group together myself) but not much. i wanted to go to the game against Durango HS, but i think it'll be way funner going to fright dome. oh this morn i helped alison ask zack to homecoming funn funn. but she was so afraid that something would go wrong i told her to just chill. i'm more excited to be asking rather than scared. i just got to find out if he can go first before i ask him cause that would be bad. i can't wait till i ask him it'll be fun. oh i also talked to john well he talked to me yay!!! i told him he better go to the next church dance and we are all going to be wearing our formals, he said he'll wear his brown tux (oh thats not really formal i've seen it before but oh well).

Sara's party

well i got to go to her party, i got a ride from harm's mom. we went to her party i got sum pics (oooie ooie i got me rechargable batteries for my battery eating camera) that was fun going to her party and finnaly seeing her after like forev then we went to the dance and it started off slow but then i got myself hyper, its always funner when your hyper . then we all crammed into saras car and went home that way cause harms mom wasn't picking us up and i thought she was. that was the funnest weekend in a while yay!!!!! oh i felt bad for matt cause meg and sara were picking on him the whole night (though he prolly liked the attention) and he was just being nice back to them the whole night. well gots to go ttfn

oh bum i turned off my cell last night not a good idea cause ash called and said that the hike was actually at 8 rather than 10 and i actually got out of bed at 8:30 bum i missed her. and now i don't get to see her today . well i think i might actually be able to get a ride out to parhump for saras party with her aunt which matt and megan might be going with too, hope so cause itd be kinda wierd cause i don't know her. well till then

oh it was cool it was actually only me and my mom home wow that never happens lol. well she asked if i wanted to watch tv or sumthin with her but i didn't want to do that cause i have not watched tv in like forev and i don't really care for tv anymore. id rather talk to friends on here lol. so i got to talk to her a bit and then my dad came home and he told us all about their helecopter ride he really enjoyed it alot and mentioned itd be fun to go as a fam (sooouuunds good to meee lol)

yay the last few days i have been in a better spirt than i had a little bit ago. oh funny funny thing happened today and was cool. i went to get my free car wash from getting a oil change a few days ago. well the guy that changed my oil said that i could go to a certain location to get it cause thats the only one that my truck could fit in. well when i got there i was wondering around not knowing what to do lol (i'm a unlearned dork lol) then i got help to get the car was well the lady told me to go pay for it well she gave me a reciet for $15 (i thought it was free so i had not enough money) well i went back to the lady because i was going to cancel it cause i didn't have the money on me. well she told me just to go ahead and get it cause she said that i seem inecent and so i ended up getting it free. well i can't go back there again, now on i'm washing it in one of those quarter machine car washes. well thats a good deal i got a car wash that cost $25 (wow) only for $5 . partly payed because of getting my oil change and then the rest i got off cause of the lady being nice cause of my probs lol. but now on paying in quarters lol.

ok the other day oh my truck was so fun it save my and lesh and rylee the other day from being late. ok so on the way to sem the road is blocked off hehe well i just drove right over the huemunjeous bump with like hardly no prob. then rye forgot her projects at home so we went and got then and the only way to get back in time was to go over the hills again it was fun but the sec time around i realized i that i was running over bushes opps. the sec time around lesh said you think the construction guys will get us in trouble or mad at us, and i said oh no i think they will more so laugh at it cause its funny to see a monsterous truch roll over their hills like its nothing, lol. the today i went to school early for a book talk yay i gots an A. then i got some tutorial while i was there cause i don't know english at all lol. i got to see remy for the first time in a while like a month or more awww i miss my friends. and i think dree was absent i miss that gurl. then i got my senior pics yay. then came home and talked to a bunch of friends on aim and i actually got to talk to matt yay i never get to talk to him much it was cool cause we can talk about anything (i tell him all my guy probs and stuff like that and he finally open up to me about him lol).

well today didn't go all the greatly. i woke up to go to sem and lesh was late and told me to go without her after i had already waited till she was done getting ready. what the heck is that all about? then at the act i had to conduct ugh. i hate conducting cause no one will listen and you have to be rude and a loud mouth for them to listen to you (so not me, but i feel like it the last little bit cause of everything thats going wrong right now that bugs) i'm just to quite but i hate having to repeat my self when its just because everyone is being rude and not listening in the first place cause they are too busy talking.

Add Birthday pics / and modeling pics from with meg in my new bedroom here.

oh today was good i went to sem and we talked more about the sec coming neato, interesting stuffers. then talk to hannah while sorta having a honking horn war with tyler in our own vehicals lol. then when i got home i went to the other house cause its actually quiet over there for doing homework. i went to school had a purrty easy day fris are usually purrty easy if you study for the test. then on my way home i met a jerk on the way home. i was coming up on the 215 and there was a line of nice peeps waiting their turn and the jerks trying to cut in passing the end of the line purposly, so they can cut. then me and the guy in front of me weren't going to let the jerk in but then the jerk spit on the guys car in front of me how rude. i wasn't going to let him either except the fact that i was afraid that my truck was to close to his that i might could have rubbed my tires on his car (expencive car) i didn't want to have to repair and pay for it so thats the only reason i let him in or else i would have made sure he couldn't get in cause he was such a jerk to the guy in front of me. then i came home and wendy was over so i got to play with my babes and vance was smiling up a storm for me yay, but just not when i pulled out the camera like as if he knew lol.

once my dad told us for family home evening that we are kinda like tires. you can be flat, full, have a bulge, etc. one side is social, one spiritual, one intelect, i'm not sure what the other one is right now but thats not the point. my dad at that time said that i was well rounded just needed a little more air and that was true but now i really feel like i need more air like i'm almost riding on my rim. i feel like if i loose any more air i'm going to have a flat, the rim is going to cut me. i'm just so ancious to move into the house i feel like it might help many of my probs, not all but many (as for have more space and not be so up tight with my sisters). i'm going to try and get back into the habbit in reading the scripures (with really intent) cause i felt like reading them last night has really helped me. i woke up today went to sem. and i actually was able to get into the leason, rather than sitting there like a zomby. then afterwards i had a better attitute towards someone that has been getting on my nerves the last little bit. i hope that i can have this feeling more often.

ok man i'm so lazy this year i didn't get any homework done over the weekend cause i had my babes over and also more relatives on sun for gen confrence. i tried doing some this morn but i knocked out, then when i was driving home from school david called me and said he wouldn't be able to stop by oh bum after all we tried to make it work out it didn't oh well he said he might be able to stop by some other day. well i want to try and make better use of my time so that i have some extra time to learn some new things and do things that i enjoy.

Gen. Conference Weekend

fri- ok fri i was asked to babysit but i had already planned on going to the homcoming football game so i didn't go i feel bad cause this lady asked if i could babysit before and i couldn't that time either and had lesh go, she always calls at the wrong time. so i went to the game. i picked up summer met brad at smiths so that he could follow us cause he didn't know where SV was. we went to the game but it was kinda boring and brad said something that scared me and summer wanted me to go ice blocking with her and brad and she said he was just joking but still it bugged me, i gave in and went anyway. then we got to the park and it was closing in 8 min (we were a little late lol) but the security guy was nice and let us stay a few extra min. but then kicked us out cause he could get into big trouble if he got caught letting us stay. then we went to megs. we had yum chocolate mint soda? never heard of making it like they did? and then had some snickers cake yum. meg was feeling sick and brad left then we went in the other room were meg was laying down. her brothers came home and they got us all laghing meg said that derek gets away with alot of the stuff he says cause no one hears it and its true cause i didn't catch like half the stuff he said. then summer wanted to go home and since i was her ride we had to go, and i had to pick up lesh oh man no one knew how to give directions to the house so i was driving around lost for like for a half an hour joy.

sat- well i woke up had some good omlets that JR (our worker, we invited him to watch with us, but since he isn't lds i think he came mainly to cook cause he doesn't get to much) the we watched gen confrence but the thing is that jazz, bryce and vance were over so it was hard to make out much of it, bum. for luch we had homemade chicken noodle soup with homemade noodles too (i'm learning to like that better) well wendy came over with a cute new craft idea (edging for receiving blankets) yay i love crafts so during break i got some stuff for me to make one for myself. (we both liked the material of eachothers so we traded one our extra ones with each other so we have two different looks) then i took a nap after gen conference, nocked out lol. we had hawian haystacks for dinner (not my favorite but oh well) then we went out to the spa and watched the joseph smith movie from the ensign magazine, that was a good movie, and gave my a better idea how it was. when i got out it was freezin so i went jet runnin for the house (well not really but oh well it sounds more interestin that way lol)

ok so i have so much homework that i need to be doing over the week end yikes. along with watching confrence and having the babes over i don't know how i'm going to be able to get it all done. ahhhh. ok so whats the deal with saras party is it happening or what? i hope so.

yeah today was easy since mr. mylie took up all of english class, i think that the great thing so far about being a senior is that we will be having alot of classes that are interruped for senior stuff. oh mr. mylie is not going to be our counsler no more he is not going to be over all the counslers in vegas coolio, but not working with us. i hope we have a counsler as cool as him as our replacement. well i didn't feel like doing homework when i got home from school and since tara is being a jerk about neat freek i decided to organized my junk. i keep just putting my stuff down in my closet and never get ride of it, a bad habbit i got when living in this dinky little house. i'm hoping i'll be more organized when we move into the next house, since i will have more places to put things. well gots to go do some homework and then off to the act. ttfn

oh i'm thinkin is my hardest year ever. i don't mean to complain but it just is ahh everyone says that their senior year was the easiest uh um not for me so far. my easy CADD class, um my teach knows i know the stuff so hes giving me a hard time ugh. well i'm not having luck in school but i feel like i'm having some luck with guys yea!!!! finally, bring in the guys lol. (well if they are worth datin)

ok i had my party it was really fun, maybe not as much as i thought but oh well i always get my hopes up really high lol. when everyone was first showing it was kinda slow but then it was funner. it would have been a blast if i were hyper but oh well. well anthony showed i felt bad cause i didn't really know him all that well and i'm not really good at acknowleging guys . i don't try to but i just do. then zack and judd showed and judd didn't talk to me at all. they left at the same time so i thought they were going to come back and chash my party cause i've heard that from many peeps, but they didn't? ahh but i thought it would have been kinda fun lol. then steve showed but didn't talk to me like hardly? he just came in and sat next to bren and jen. what is with this the guys were all kinda dumb? but i guess i have to also blame myself too. then we stayed up late watching a movie in the spa it was funny cause steve was the only guy in there with a bunch of girls lol. hannah got up early and went to bed but then i heard that in the middle of the night she couldn't sleep and went home? kyrie was on the phone with wes half the night cause it was free min on her phone lol. then in the morn after everyone left and meg was the only one left we decided to go shopping for make-up cause she got me in the mood (i used to never go shopping with friends but i have been so much in the last little bit) i wanted to buy make-up so i could try a new look cause i ain't gettin any guys around here lol. (but i need to try to be more out going along with that lol) then we went to matts house and had pizza and watched a home video of him and his noise that he still makes lol. then we went to cold stone, i've never been before so it was coolio. then we went back to megs and talked for a bit and then i drove matt home cause he didn't bring his car, cause i was driving them. then in curch again zack and judd fight to read scripures so disturbing i don't learn a thing i swear . well i got home from church and the spirit was totally disturbed so i hid in gary's old bed and took a nap there so no one could find me and bug me cause i was in a bad mood, caused by siblings. later at night i woke up and i had been planning on going to mish prep and also wanted to get out of the tension so i called meg and we went to mish prep but i had to drive my truck cause no one would let me drive there car, joy. it was cool i want to keep going. then i came home and my fam was playing games, i kinda didn't want to cause i felt the tension when i went in my room to change, but i did anyways. it was ok but we were playing what if.... that game can kinda be a bad game, the thing i don't get is why does my sisters think i'm so rude? i don't ever do anything too bad i try not to. the only reason i'm ever have some what a temper its cause it rubs off them, i have to have a reason to be mad, and its their temper.

oh man i'm really not as smart as i thought i was i was just really lucky lol. ok i was making this project so much harder that it had to be and totally messed up. but i learned how to do it this time so i can just whip that baby out next time with out having to make it so hard. oh but CADD is so easy, just now my CADD drafting class is going to get easier yeah!!!!!

oh tonights act was so fun. i have not been rebelling (lol inside joke for all you that know what i mean) in like long time a year or two. i had a blast though on one of the repells that me and brady hooked up. wow um it was kinda wierd that he actually talked thats not normal, i have not talked to him in forev like a few years and hes in my ward. it was kinda cool though. dude any attention from any guys is like so cool for me lol. anyways i went one of the repells twice then the one me ant brady hooked up once but when i got to the bottom i realized that i had to jump like 8 feet or so down cause the rope only reached a ledge that was at that height so i jumped cause i had to but oh my i was kinda scared but i lived. when i landed i also fell on my butt so now my butt is bruised lol. so i decided not to do it again mainly cause of the wear out hike it took to get up there like five times or so.

yipee waho, i'm mush smiter dan i twat i twat i was. i din't unerstand a woord da teach was sayin wen she was teachin uz sa i decited ta jus tra i ou ma sef an i di i wite. hehe ok so i'm really hyper and i bet you didn't understand a word i just wrote lol. ok translation- i'm much smarter than i thought i thought i was. i didn't understand a word the teacher was saying when she was teaching us so i decided to just try it out my self and i did it write. obviously this was a CADD class not my high schpol class cause i can never figure out government or english even if my life depended on it. i really don't know how i could have passes all my lower classes of these classes because i don't know like nothing of these classes. well gots homework to do till later.

ok today was easy at school cause it was pic day and senior graduation day. in first period we took pics. the only bad thing is the love to make the girls so in-modest joy joy, so my shoulders are so showing. oh it was great this girl asked if i was a lifegaurd over the summer but i told her no its from only a few times (literally) i get a really good tan but i just need to get out more thats all. then in second period we had a guy come and talk about graduation cap and gowns (which are only $25 yeah for cheap me) then he talked about class rings wich i'm to cheap to buy lol. the cool thing though is he said that they are putting CTR now in some of the rings for those who want it, cool cool. so that took up most of my day at school, awesome.

ok guys sorry but i don't think i will be able to get on here much with in the next week till after my party cause we have got alot of stuff to do to get the house ready for the party. its still not going to be entirly done but it will be done enough that we can still have fun in it. i just hope that the worker will show on time like the granite peeps ant the plumbing peeps. yeah ok ok so i'm pushing it tight but it'll be all worth it in the end hope you all can come to my party. (well other than david lol) if you need to get a hold of me just call my cell k.

oh my cuteness. cute little nephew of mine. Vance is such a cutie.

yikes school is very evil. i think i'm going to fail my english class . i don't know english very well and the teach is so rough. she sometimes is funny as a person but i'm so scared as for her class, i'm nervous as to how well i'm do in her class. then as for my descriptive geometry i almost feel like it was so easy that it was way over my head what the teacher was saying cause it was so below me. at times she didn't even know what she was talking about. i corrected her once, it was funny. i hope this class ain't to hard cause the teach confusses me by saying one thing and then changing it because she was wrong. then in my CADD class my teacher knew that i had a CADD class before cause i was going so fast through my work. so i will definatly do well in there.

then my truck with its many probs. i swear it still has probs but it might be just because i'm getting used to driving a new stick cause i learned in an old worn out stick and this one works way to good. so i'm learning all over again, dieing and all. joy joy. it makes me look like such a dork because i can't drive it. first gear i swear is all messed up, it jerks alot like when i let up off the gas just a little.

the act was kinda fun. i thought that it might would have been boring because i have already been there before but it was fun cause i got to see different new things that i haven't seen before. like we got to go to the living foors of the shade tree. i have only been to the basement and the play area for the kids before. i liked how the lady was so nice and funny wich made our visit funner. and the bedding areas were kinda neat they were kinda seperated in a way so that there were two bunks (four beds) in a little seperated area. i learned a little of how they ran the place and a few neat things that i didn't learn in the past times that i had visited there for youth confrence. oh and i almost forgot the ride there was so funny we heard some funny stories about hannah danielle and zack when they were younger from hannah and danielle. i had a few good laughs out of that. (batty & nuts or just a shadow) cute funny stories. now inside jokes to us that were in the car that day lol

fri night i went with ash to go bowling. i had tried to invite them (ash and bren) over to spend the night but they couldn't, oh well. but i at lest got to hang out with ash. well i got to see lindsay, i have not seen her since the 8th grade and really talked to her since elementary school. i started out playing ok but i got worse and worse which was wierd cause usually i get better.

sat- night i had derek over, we were teaching each other how to do stuff that we didn't know how to do as a trade out. but he left early so i ended up going with lesh and tara to go to macyo's (yum yum) then we went to see a movie. we saw Contact, that was such a good movie, if only you could cut out the few comments by the guys and the cussing through out the movie. i loved it.

sun-was ok the thing that bugged me most is that in sunday school most everyone was being so loud and dumb that i didn't learn a thing and i just felt like a loner. sis hershberger noticed that i was being quite and it was because i was just so anoyed by most everyone and i had nothing to say. i almost want to go to ash's ward cause she said that in her class they are so quite and nothing like our class. then sun night we went in the spa to watch RM, the wierd thing is i caught some funny things that i didn't catch before.

i got my clutch fixed for good it just drives different so i have to get used to it lol. but as for my sound system me bro was trying to help me with it we spent like and hour working on it. he had to leave but he said it might be an old amp so after he left i switched it out but that wasn't the prob cause it didn't help.

ok so i got my clutch fixed but the darn thing still ain't working. ut oh, i promise it ain't my fault. it drives so different i swear the clutch was already worndown alot when we first bought it cause it drives so different. we have to take it in again cause the darn thing keeps sticking and also after sem i was trying to start it up but it wouldn't shift from neutral to reverse it would just grind but then i realized the the clutch was stuck again so i pulled it out and then it started up fine but we need to go get it fixed again. i made plans to meet early with dree, remy, and kyrie and dree gave me a b-day present, it was cute (thanks dree) and i got to use my camera, i took a pic with them. well today was quite easy at school we did easy stuff (wow david you jinxed it lol) j/k it was really actually easy on its own with out the positive thinkin lol.


Help I need help on party ideas please comment ideas!!

i'm still not quite into sachool its just a drag this year, so tired. my mom wanted me to sign up for more classes but uh i didn't really want to so i didn't and i think it was a good choice till i get caught up. then also helping on the house has taken up alot of my time. which is not always the funnest but i'm just hanging in there cause i want it done for the 24th so i can have all my friends over in there. ok as for school i think i'm going to like my college classes but as for high school? i like my teacher ms. mullally as a person but not much as a teacher and then as for ms berger i like her teaching a little more but i don't like all the calling on. tonight we played volleyball, black light volleyball. i miss that great game i want to sign up for some kinda class or sumthing.

I’m 17!!!!!!

on fri i got invited to go to the football game by meg, since i don't go to school there i don't know when the games are. i offered to pic her up cause i didn't want to go alone. it was fun going with her we showed a little early cause we didn't know exactly when it started. we got hyper a little which is always a blast, but once matt showed we lost it hehe. me and meg agreed that it would have been funner with summer and harms. after the game we went to go grab somthing to eat cause we were hungry and wanted to hang out more. we got our food and went back to megs house. i kinda felt weird there cause matt and meg were kinda being flirty and cause i wasn't really talking to derek much. i feel like if i were there for him then i talk mostly to him but if i'm there for meg i talk to meg.

yesterday i was helping on the house again cutting and laying tile. then later ashley called and i was going to go school supply shopping with her and hang out but then i found out that i didn't really need nothing except stuff from dick blick witch was already closed. she also only could go shopping and thats it, she couldn't hangout cause she didn't have her room cleaned up completly. i wanted to have her over cause it was going to be my b-day the next day on sun so i couldn't do nothing then. i wanted to have her over and watch a movie in the spa but she couldn't :(

today i woke up to my dad singing me happy b-day hehe. i got ready to go to church (i was going to vances baby blessing) then afterwards we went to wendy's house to eat sum yum food. i was able to use my new camera yay. i requested cordon bleus and dumps cherry cake yum yum so my moms cookin it it smells good lol.

TWO MORE DAYS TILL ME B-DAY

Ok so yeah school started this week it was ok as for my college i think it'll be alright but as for high school i think that this is going to be my worst year as far as how the teachers teach cause i hardly understand um and i feel like they teach so much more different than all my other teachers have. They actually are teaching in a way that I have to learn cause usually I get by just by doing my work but I don’t think that’ll work this year..


1. FIRST NAME: CRYSTAL

2. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? nah

3. IF SO, WHO? I did say no right? lol

4. WHICH FINGER IS YOUR FAVORITE? None really

5. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY? Um a few days ago I felt like I was loosing some of my friends and didn’t feel included.

6. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? Uh not really

7. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? Ermm no idea

8. ANY BAD HABITS? Yup I’m sure I could name plenty but I’m kinda brain dead so I’m not going to go there

9. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF? Um none I like um and don’t care what others think of my music.

10. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS
WITH YOU? Of course I try and make myself likable so yup.

11. ARE YOU A DAREDEVIL? Yup yup that’s me all the way, just as long as it doesn’t interfere with life.

12. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL? Nope that’s mean

13. DO LOOKS MATTER? At first, cause its what interested.

14. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER? Um when I mad I go in the other room and just think about it till I’m calm.

15. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME? Um school, though its not a likable one lol

16. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY? If they are worth trustin yeah but if I lost trust in them them no

17. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD? Um the screw driver, long story but I bet you can guess what I did with them lol

18. WHAT CLASS IN SCHOOL DO YOU THINK IS TOTALLY
USELESS? Um more so what I don’t like is history and English.

20. DO YOU USE SARCASM? Oh all the time, maybe to much lol

21. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT? Nah not yet but I heard peeps come out with broken things

22. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GIRL/GUY? their standards and personality and if they can make me laugh and are entertaining

23. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES? Um…girl of a thousand faces, SPARKLE, gemstone

25. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? Oh no not me

26. DO YOU THINK THAT YOU ARE STRONG? Somewhat but not really strong, but a girl doesn’t have to be

27. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR? Cookies and cream, and cookie dough

28. WHAT IS YOUR SHOE SIZE? 8sh depends on brand

29.WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE COLORS? Blue, green, brown, yellow.

30. DO YOU HAVE ANY WISDOM TEETH? Uhh nah I don’t want um either.

31. WHO DO YOU MISS MOST RIGHT NOW? Ummm my old house, which is for sell right now I want to go see it, they totally changed the backyard.

32. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE YOU SEND THIS TO,
TO SEND IT BACK? Yup yup

33. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? Pieces of me by Ashlee Simpson

34. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? chips

35. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? Erm probly ash

36. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX? Hair face and clothes

37.DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU? Of course

38.HOW ARE YOU TODAY? Great its friday

39. FAVORITE DRINK? water

40.FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK? Ermm you know I don’t drink, never tasted any

41. FAVORITE SPORTS? Volleyball

42. HAIR COLOR? Light brown, though my mom still says its blonde I don’t think so, but it changes shade in lighting

43. EYE COLOR? Dark brown but I just discovered that its alittle hazel sometimes

44. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? Yup yup since fifth grade

45. SIBLINGS? One bro and five sis’s I love um all

46. FAVORITE MONTH? Sept cause its my b-day month and also its nice weather too

47. FAVORITE FOOD? Ermm to many of those

48. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? Pirates of the Caribbean, in the spa (we were checking it out last sat night)

49. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR? Either the 5th of sept or the 25th of dec

50. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT? No I’m just sick of it cause they usually don’t turn out (like plans change and we can’t go) and I end up looking dumb

51. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS? Happy endins or action J

52. SUMMER OR WINTER? Both please winter snow and summer sun

53. HUGS OR KISSES? Hugs if it’s a gurl but as for guys kisses, if I like um

54. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS? Um more like a date but not a one night stand.

55. WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND? um the peeps that write me back the most i guess

56. WHO IS LEAST LIKELY? the peeps that don’t write much?

57. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING? None right now

58. WHAT’S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? Dell ??? hey what can I say it probly came with comp

59. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE BOARD GAME? Ummm clue its good for a laugh cause everyone has their techniques oh how to win and it funny when your hyper.

60. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT? I don’t watch tv much

62. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE
UP? find the snooze button

63. WANTED SOMEONE YOU KNEW YOU COULDN'T HAVE? hassn't everyone, i mean everyone has liked someone that didn't like them back right?

64. FLOWERS OR CANDY? flowers cause you can buy candy foryour self and flowers are given, i've only gotten one flower so far from a guy.

65. SCRUFF OR CLEAN SHAVEN? clean shaven all the way.

66. TALL OR SHORT? tall really tall for guys and girls can be any size as long as they are shorter than their man lol

67. LAST TIME YOU HAD A GREAT TIME WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX? um i think it was a few weeks ago it was totally my guy week.

68. FAVORITE CARS? my TRUCK!!!!!!!! eclipse, escalade, uum i'm sure there are more but i can't think right now lol.

SIX DAYS TILL ME B-DAY :)

so today was the first day of school i wnt to seminary to find out that the fire alarm was going off in the church so it was no use to go in cause it was to loud so we just signed in and then they let us leave so i went back home and slept till i had to leave for my first class when i woke up to leave i had a head ache, joy. i didn't want to go but by the time i got there i had lost my head ache yeah!!! that class was easy so far cause i had already had had a drafting class before.my mom wants me to try and sign up for more classes but i kinda don't want to cause all of the easy classes are full or during the times i already have classes. i soon leave to go to my other class. i know i know its a mon night but thats the only time it was offered and we usually don't have FHE that night anyway we do it on sun night. well till later.

i went to jess's dads feuneral today it was so sad. i didn't really know him but it was so sad cause i knew his two daughters. i learned some new interesting stuff about their family and how he was a great singer. the feuneral practicly turned into a choir performance cause all his realitives are into singing it was cool. and then jess's lil' sis made me cry it was sad. then when i got home i was tired so i took a nap but when i woke up i but i didn't want to go lay tile so i decided to make a pair of PJ's for the sem act (were watching a movie so i might wear PJ's) but they need a little work lol.

well today i didn't really want to work on the house so i kinda hung out in the comp room luckly my mom didn't come in to tell me i needed to work yeah!!! and thankgoodness JR wasn't here, he really bugs me. so i was making web pages today you can check um out at the visit my site link on the left. then i got ready to go to the dance i was hoping that some one would call me needin a ride cause its funner that way but no one called and everyone i tried didn't go through or stuff like that. then hannah called so i took her thankgoodness i had someone to go with so when i got there its not wierd trying to find peeps. well on the way i got a call from heather and she was askin if i was going to the dance and i was so i was going to see her there. well i was looking for her but the bad thing is i didn't get to talk to her much well i had fun at the dance even though i only danced with the guys three times, well almost four the DJ sorted us girls one side guys the other and made us pair up but the only prob was that you would think that they would play a slow song but no they play a fast one so it was wierd cause the guy wasn't going to dance at all so i felt bad for kind leaving him out but what was i suposed to do, so i danced in the circle with my friends and their guys and i was trying to include him (my guy to dance with) but yeah it didn't work , oh well. but i was sorta hyper but not alot. i have learned to go to the dances in a good mood and not dwell on the fact that no guys like ever ask.

my mom woke me up cause i might be delivering a unit well the retarded part is that my mom told me to ask JR i thought oh great cause i really don't like him, and i was right. i got out there and he said that i didn't need to ? ok? i asked why he said i was busy. but i asked with what. he said that i was going to go to the lake and rent a boat and go. i said like i have money to do that? he makes no sence i just don't like him he was trying to take away my job which made me mad cause i rarley get um. well i let it slide but then my dad called me and asked if i was doing it well the dumb thing is that i wasn't cause of JR. well my dad got me to have my job back yeah. well i was going to wash my truck (its really durty) on the way home from the runner job but ash called me. so i went to see napoleon dynamite cause ash wanted to see it. its ok but its not great it was kinda dumb. then we went to her house and she realized her friends b-day party is tomorrow so we went to wall mart to get a present even though she couldn't go its going to be a dessert breeze were she works so when she goes on break she can joing um. then we got hungry so we decided to go to pandas yeah. at wall-mart me and bren go some stuff for our faces but when we got back to their house itheir parents got home too so we couldn't try it out but i think for my party i might have a spa party sorta thing after the guys leave for my b-day party, i'm excited cause i never done none of the face masky kinda things so i'm going to enjoy it. but i think i'm going to have my b-day party in late sept cause the house is more likely to be done then, and the spa will more likely be hooked up then cause power i guess comes in like near the last and the spa needs a special hook up (power plug)

i woke up early to help gary with some of the air conditioning stuff and i thought i was done so i went to lay down to go back to sleep cause i was tired but then my dad said i had to drive the suburban (with a trailer atached, yikes) to the jobsite, joy. when i got home from that i helped build the support for around the tub (master bathroom tub) its very extravaganza, if you don't belive me you'll just have to see it for yourself lol. i was going to hang out with ashley cause she got off work early but the thing is that she couldn't for her own reasons.so instead today i had harms over,it was fun we made haystacks yum yum. i haven't had those in some time cause my mom says they are way to sweet, i do agree but if you can control yourself your all good lol. then we ate some pizza cause we were hungry. and after that we watched a movie stormi was in the mood for a chick flick so we watched a walk to remeber, thats a good and cute movie.

ok so i've been working on the house like always so i'm not going to boar you with that. but today i woke up early cause gary had to go to the doctor cause of the sickness of the cruise for their honeymoon so i had to help out, joy. so i helped bend the sheet metal for the roof of one of the jobs. so i was talkin to john (one of the workers) and got to know him a bit while i was working with him. i got so exausted but couldn't get no sleep around our little dinky house. i just can't wait for the house to be done. only two months or less left yeah. but thats still to long

today i started out by caulking the spaces again so the dust won't come down from the attic. we now have most of our lights and switches and power stuff in and ready for power i think it will be done for the end of the day but i'm not sure. i hung the glass (or should i say acrlic) parts of the chantiliers. man it felt like christmas cause it felt like i was decorating a tree when i was putting um on there.

wow my internet is back yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!! well i've been doing alot of the same stuff. i've been helping on the house, painting a little more. i thought we were done but oh no, bum. today instead of painting i was filling in the spaces between the wall board and the light fixtures so the dust won't come down from the attic, how funn lol. yesterday i went shopping with ashley and hannah at ross i got some clothes and i hope i can keep myself from wearing um before school cause i want to have new clothes for then and i haven't got much money to buy alot more and i want to save money for fun things throughout the year. then on monday i went to the movies with ashley, leshal, and turner. that was so much funn. oh on tue we had an activity at warmsprings it was mostly fun, but not entirly.

ok so my internet is down on both of the comps that have AIM so i don't get on this comp much so i haven't updated much, sorry. i'll update more when they are back up. till then

ok so yeah today was painting again joy. so i was tapping up the wall so i could paint and we had the doors up but no door handles on them so the door would fly open and slam shut yikes thats kinda creppy lol, but it was just the wind. then we were short a ladder cause gary had it so i ended sweeping. that was giving me a blister cause our house is huge and it was one of those huge brooms for shops. oh and also i found out the other day that we have and ice cream parlor at our house well not literally but yeah someone brought over a ton for us to have and we have like ten cartons. that'll take a while to eat lol. its a good thing none of it was sherbet though cause thats too sweet. we still have a carton of that from like a month ago and at our house its usually gone in a few days or so lol.

after the act yesterday i went to hangout with Ashley funn funn . we were going to see notebook but it was showing to late so we ended up driving around to grab something to eat macyos was clossed so we went to KFC/Pizza Hut for me and ash and then to jack in the box for bren. but we could only go through the drive cause it was so late in so we drove to ash's house to eat there. i was getting late so i thought it was to late to go to summers which i wanted to do but i was too late. i ended up staying the night at ash's house. me and bren were not really tired so we stayed up till at least 4:00 its fun still talking to her cause even though i'm friends with ash's i still feel like she can be my friend too. we wanted to stay up later but i said we should probly get some sleep cause they had to pack for a trip and i probly needed to help my parents on the house. well when i went home i actually ended up helping make cds for garys wedding. then he had to leave so i made me a few cds from his cds cause i've been wanting to make umm for quite awhile but i never got around to it. they are mainly those cds that are like indians singing somethink like that.

well i'm just chiiling right now waiting till i gots to go to some ladys house cause she wants to meet me o see if i would be a good babysitter for her 1 1/2 year old little gurl so i'm just waiting till then to see if she likes me, i bet she will though cause i love little kids. ......... well i drove my sisters car and not my truck cause i didn't want to intimidate the poor lady if she was sweet quite lady but she was a more so fun lady like sis simpson so i wouldn't have lol. well i got the job so yeah. i'll be getting alot a sitting jobs like once a week yeah.

well all i have been up to lately is painting so yeah i haven't much to update. the Ivies came over today to help up a little. so we got quite abit more done yea. the funny thing is when we used to have the Ivies over for stuff it was there big family but its so funny to think that now when they were coming over it was just a few of them rather than there whole family lol. oh and yesterday was a total relief cause it was sunday so i didn't have to paint, i was loving the nap that like practicly lasted the whole day lol.

i was starting to get anoyed with painting today cause i was painting the ceiling and the paint was dripping all over me along with tyring my arms big time. wow today i saw Elizabeth Nelson today i have only seen her once since she moved to St. George, she used to live like a block down from me till second grade for me. she looked so different and so did everyone else i didn't hardly reconize like any of um. like mathew i kinda thought it was him when i walked in the door cause i was trying to point them out. but i didn't see elizabeths face so i didn't notice her right off. but once we started talking it was so funny cause we both like making crafts and and we both played volleyball our freshmen year then quit then i think i even remeber her saying that she once played the violin too. how wierd cause i at once picked it up alittle. well she sounded like she wanted to come for garys wedding next weekend, i hope she can. wow i think i could really only pick out jeniffer out for sure no questions about her but everyone else i was like is that? it was so wierd. and the funniest part was kyle was getting married and his mom said to him do you remeber that this is the first girl you proposed to. it was so funny cause that was when they were so young.

ok so today i got my room finished, well except for the closet but i left that up to alisha cause i did most of everything else and its her room to. she didn't really care much of what i did as for picking out the stuff for our room and she was totally cool with everything but when she saw me painting the room with a sponge of dark brown she finally said she kinda didn't like it but i hope she didn't hate it cause i love it . i'm really kinda fed up with paint cause its so much work. i just kinda want the whole darn thing to be done and over with so i can move in lol. but its not that easy. well today i finally got a runner job since sheree has been stealing um all i don't get to do um much. but once i got out there they said that it was the wrong thing that they had me go pick up so i had to take it back, joy. but there were some good lookin guys that worked at the warehouse, so that made it alittle funner cause they were kinda checking me out too lol. its funny. and they were checking out my truck too. hehe I LOVE MY TRUCK.

well today i was helping on the house and umm i was covered in paint lol. it was not fun trying to rub off my face lol. i looked like a grandma with all that paint in my hair. it reminded me of the time gary took me and tara ridding on the four wheeler and we came home with dust covering us head to toe, and our hair looked grey like a grandmas hair. lol. well my room is going to be painted different than i had planned on because it looked hecka dark. but it'll still look cute, i hope lol. i just want to put everything in my room.

well i went to the movies again lol. this time with matt and meg, really fun. i love hanging out. this summer is the best ever. i actualy i'm doing stuff. YEEEAAAAHHH. i really liked this one it was a good movie and no bad parts lol. i liked i-robots and also bourne supremacy, they were both good movies. we are also trying to plan how to pait our rooms and stuff for tomorrow. then even right now it's so funny but tara and lesh have not picked out there bedding and stuff yet so they are looking for that and they are getting so excited for there room. it's so funny. man we sooooo can not wait for our house. we are so excited and ready to move in but that'll be a few more months lol.

oh yeahhhhh i think my house is comming close to being done for my birthday i hope i can have my b-day party in it. i hope. well today i went with my parents to pick out paint colors. i'm soo excited cause i know it getting closser. we are getting our spa soon too, probly within the next week. yeah everything is just great. i just hope that it's going to be done for my b-day. that would be a blst to have the party in it.

well i went to the movies again. wow this has got to be my record lol. three movies in a weeks time . but only one of them was worth seeing that was i robots. the were only two bad parts and you just kinda look away when they come up and it's all good. it was much better then stepford wives for sure. who the heck came out with these vulgar gross movies ewwwe i hate um .

ohhhh oohhhhhh i have a new nephew YEAH. he is such a cutie. well we actually had a act as a stake for the youth. our first thing was at durango high school i went just to hang out so i was haning out with meg and harms we decided to go to jack-in-the-box to grab some shakes and see matt so we did that then afterwards we decied to go see a movie and jake came with us. i had to stop at turners house to pick up hannahs pan so we went there. i invited him to go to the movies with us so he came along with yeah!!! then on fri i went shopping with ash, bren, and jamie, i got some cute clothes so i was excited to wear um to the act on sat well i went to the act on sat and i shot three i was so supprised i didn't think i could ever hit a moving target and i wasn't even really trying that hard i guess i'm just a natural lol. i got first place as for the girls that night cause i don't think they even hit any. i wasn't really trying that night to play dodge ball cause i'm not good at aim so i would just hand the ball off. after the award night me and jake were trying to get some peeps together for RISK but no one could play so we went and hung out at the park.

oh i'm so excited for my house do be done we just went shopping for some stuff for the house yesterday. we got some stuff for the bathroom and a few things for my bedrooms. we also picked out the some paint colors. yeahh yeahh i just can't wait till we get to start decorating and stuff, because i aleady like have most of my stuff. we have been collecting for months so when we move in it's not emty. but most of all i can't wait till we move in. i'm kinda hopping it will be before my birthday but i kinda doubt it will be.

ok i haven't really felt like updating the past few days so now here i am. i'm loving making the bucks for my job, sometimes it's a little bit mucho work but i'm surviving lol. well on friday i worked all day with the guys (Gary, my bro & Jason one of the workers) our on a job. we were on the roof the whole day i swore i was going to be burnt but i actually put on sunblock so i was only burnt alittle. for lunch me and jason went to taco bell and he paid for me awwwww how sweet. i wish guys would do that for me alittle more often, or at lest ask me on a date ocassionaly . oh well i guess my bro said it usually is the girl that makes the first move even though she doesn't notice. well i guess thats my prob i'm not outgoing enough. even when i like the guy he probly has no clue cause i give mixed signals. oh well i'll get over it one day. then on sunday morning i kept waking up cause i had pink eye. so on sunday i actually stayed home from church. wow thats the first in a longo time, years.

Today i went to wendy's to help watch my babes (my neice and nephew). we took them to swim leasons so i went swimming alittle with them after their leason. i took the kids home and baby-sat them while wendy went to her docters apointment. looks like she won't be having the baby as soon as i thought, oh bum. but i guess i gots to have alittle more patience. lol. i just can't wait for that cute lil babe.

yesterday for the fourth of july we really didn't do fireworks cause my mom said she would rather spend money on something for the house. which is totally understandable cause fireworks are expensive. instead i reaquested homemade ice cream so we made sundays with it which was delicious. and also lindsay (garys to be wife) and her sister and mom came over. we put together there wedding invetations. and me and alisha we played board games.

TWO MONTHS TILL MY B-DAY YEAH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well today i was going to see the movie notebook cause everyone tells me that its good but then at last min. before we leave out the door ashley calls me and wants to go shopping so i did that instead. i got some really good deals on some cute shirts at $5 yeah!!!!! cause i'm a cheapy lol. well i got a purse cause mine are all huge so i got a small one. then when i dropped off ashley i remembered about the pics i wanted from ashlenas party so i got them they are on my link to the left if you want to see um. this summer is the best yet cause i'm actually am hanging out with my friends and am working keeping myself busy and am making money so i can do fun things and buy new stuff cause i'm sick of all my clothes lol. well till later.

Helping with the Lindell house and home made Ice cream

well today i started out by helping on the house with was a little rough cause insilation was getting all over me so i was ichy and trying to get into this one tight spot to pressure nailgun a board in the tight spot made me and my mom laugh. we wanted to get a picture but the battery died, oh well. so the rest of the day i kinda hung out on the comp. chandree showed me where to get cool music so i'll now be changing that often, real often cause there were so many i liked. i requested homemade ice cream for tomorrow, the fourth of july so we started to make it tonght and i ate a bowl of it and man do i love home made ice cream it's sooooooo good. and i also love the smell of vanilla extract, i learned when we were making the ice cream.

Macayo's with Chandree

so i went to eat at macayos today with chandree then since remy still wasn't up we went to go play pool but it was full so we left and called remy and she was then awake so we went to her house and hung out with her there till i had to take chandree home. yeah i got to hang out with my friends .

ok so now i'm working for my parents. i like the runner jobs the most but i'm also helping build the house too wich is the hard part. i have worn myself out and gotten a blister while i was at it, ouch. now jake is working for my parents too so i have been seeing a lot of that crazy boy, wich is making my job much more fun. last night i hung out with megan, matt, laura, and derek. we went to go see spiderman 2. afterwards we went to get pizza but it was closed and so we ended up going back to megans to eat it and we hung out there for a while. matt and laura left and i stayed there till like 12:30 just talking to megan and derek.

ok this is going to be really long cause i havn't the time to update lately lol. ok colorado was great seeing all this great sites and the best part about the family reunion was the karioky (singing however the heck you spell it lol) and the spa and sauna. i'm so looking forward to it in new house when it's done . then riodoso, new mexico in the time share was great to. i mainly worked on my tan and on my crochette blanket for my room. we were looking for the wild bears up there cause you can see them by the trash cans at night but they didn't show. we seen them there years before but when we want to show lindsay (Garys to be wife) they don't show. them up at girls camp was a blast me, hannah, kate, nika, ashley, and alison went adventuring a few times hiking up the hill, what a blast the best part of camp for me lol. or skit actually was cute this year lol and ashley was the main person yeah. oh but most of all i loved EFY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i had a great time up there and i didn't want to go home and i hope that i can go back for education week. i met some awsome peeps up there and i just wish the guys would act like that, escoting you and being so nice to you back at home . oh well i met some really great girls and some really great guys up there i just wish that they lived closer to me so i could hang out with these great people and go on some dates with these amazing gentlemen. but i guess i just have to make the best of what i have. there is much more to all of them trips but i've got to go. till latter

well them trips to colorado and to ruidoso, new mexico were fun i'll tell all about it and other trips when i get back from the other two and have time to get back on them lol. well i got a web album started so if you want to see some of these pics you can go to it, if you want it's not much but i'll try and keep adding more lol. its the link for websites on the left. hope you like um.

well yeah i'm still home lol, i was suposed to be on the road long ago but you know were buildin a house so that slowed us down. well i'm excited for this whole month cause its going to be a blast cause i acually have plans lol. colorado for this weekend, family reunion. new mexico all next week, in our time share, with half of the fam. girls camp YEAH!!!!!!!!!! then EFY also YEAH!!!!!!!!!!! i'm going with Hannah coolio. so yeah that my great plans, can't wait!!!!!!!!!!

My awesome summer plans!

well yeah i'm still home lol, i was suposed to be on the road long ago but you know were buildin a house so that slowed us down. well i'm excited for this whole month cause its going to be a blast cause i acually have plans lol. colorado for this weekend, family reunion. new mexico all next week, in our time share, with half of the fam. girls camp YEAH!!!!!!!!!! then EFY also YEAH!!!!!!!!!!! i'm going with Hannah coolio. so yeah that my great plans, can't wait!!!!!!!!!!

wow summer is here YEAH!!!!!!!!!! today was the last day so after school me chandree and remy didn't want to go home yet so we went to MCyD's after school. it was cool, i just relized we didn't play in the play place, oh bum. lol. well we got the whole summer. we seen Erin and James there. when Erin left so James came over to our table so we were talking to him but i couldn't relate so yeah i got quite. remy could tell, i think thats total cool that she did lol. well they were talking like maybe going to a concert i thought that might be fun if my friend (ashley) can go and bring turner twoo that sounds good to me. but i'll just have to see.

ok so i've been really busy and haven't been able to update but i'm sill here its just i can't wait till summer cause it'll be free from home work and finals will be done cause i have already been getting some in my college classes, i'll be done with those classes next week though yay. i will still have to deal with high school though, oh bum. i think i'm getting my truck down yeah! (i'm learning stick shift for my new truck, so worth it) i can't wait till my parents let my drive it around by myself though. well till later. (that might be a while lol).

well today was fun i went to the new orleans and met remy and chandree there. we ate at subway then went to see mean girls it was funny. then we were taking pics in the dark and getting blinded before the movie started and then we went to meadows mall afterwards cause we wanted pics from one of those booths so we were tring to take the pics and the machine told us to put our heads in the circle so we thought it was litterally meaning the circle and we were trying to cram our heads in that little space. after it printed we relized it so we decided to get some more. we didn't want to go yet so we walked around a little. we wanted more pics so i said lets pose by the bubble gum machine and so we di it was funny. i got a bunch of gum jus for the heck of it and so we were trying to eat it but it was making us sick so after a while we got rid of it. we were in icings we were thinking of getting goofy earings for us to were on the last day of school but we didn't. when we were on the way home we saw some guys and we turn back around to honk at them it was funny but i was telling them that was nothing cause of what me tara and our friends do so on the way back home from remy's i proved it to chandree that i'm a wild girl lol j/k. well till later.

oh wow today was really weird i had my first time were a guy was mad at me for driving. ouch. i was on my way home from seminary and i was trying to get out but everyone was trying to come in so i kinda seen i little gap so i pulled in to it but i guess he thought maybe i cut him off a little so further down the street he was tailgateing me i felt like slowing down but that would only make him madder so i didn't then he passed me and cut me off but doing so. i met him up at the stop sign and he peeled out right in front of me and he was in the dirt so he flipped rocks up on the suburban. then again i was right behind him at the stoplight and i thought i should stop back a ways in case he were stupid and put the truck in reverse. wow i guess i was right he did put it in reverse for a sec but then i didn't see him any more thank goodness. i'm glad that thats over with. what a pig huh?

ok so it looks like i'm not going to prom this year but its all good. i just need to talk to them more cause i mean they won't ask me unless i talk to them but thats my whole prob. i'm guy shy unless they talk to me or i really really want to get to know them and thats it. so if i were to go it would be because i asked. cause the only guys i talk to are matt (and were just friends) or turner (but hes five days to young) so yeah. thats my chance. but i'm going next year with this dress that i have plans for makin. well for this year i plan on going canoeing instead yeah and summers going too this is going to be a blast can't wait.

wow school is coming to an end yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!! i just hope i pass all of my classes cause i have been struggling and i always bomb (I don't like test I usually get decent scores by doing my homework) my finals so i hope i do good. i'm excited for summer cause i actually have plans yeah. i uasually get really board over the summer but not this time around yeah. i'm workin for my parents when i'm back from all of my trips. my trips are colorado family reuniun the first weekend, then new mexico's time share, then girls camp, then EFY yeah i'm so excited. then our house is hopefully going to be done some time in there so i'll have parties if its done over the summer. and i want to work on playing the piano and making my dress. well till later.

Dirt Biking

oh i had another fun weekend yeah. i got to drive a dirt-bike, and it was also my first time being on one. i thought i was going to be riding but i got to drive instead, yeah. oh yeah i was purty good except i wasn't used to the handle being the gas too so i kept crashing cause i was giving it gas when i was braking too oops. lol. now i got bruises and crapes all over my legs hehe. but it was all worth it. He even lent me his long sleeve shirt. He said he didn't want me to get hurt :-D

Ashley's Surprise 17th & my new Truck

oh this weekend has been an absolute blast i hung out with ashely and got pics with her and helped pull of a suprise party for her by getting her out of the house so we got our pics yeah. i got all purty for the pics and then went to her house for the party and the guy i like was there so i got to talk to him like the whole time it was a blast. because he wasn't able to make it to the movie that made up for it and we might even be going to go ride dirt bikes this weekend yeah for me. (that is if we can). AND on sunday i came home from youth stake choir to find a truck for me awsome *jumps for joy* this was the best weekend in a while heck yeah. i just now need to learn to drive stick shift. oh bum, but it is so worth it. for that toyota tacoma that has nice, big tires, cd player, sound system, extra cab (for friends), a sports guard rail in front too and it goes on, and its my dream truck but i just got to learn how to drive it now. well later for now.

Sorry i haven't written much lately. well its cause i've been so caught up in homework and school. i'm gonna go crazy lol. but i'll do better when it slows down k.

Ok so i told all my friends (or at least the close ones) that i would be making my prom dress well um.. it's kinda sitting in the closet still i got it thinking maybe i would get asked but for some reason i have a feeling that i'm not going to. so i haven't even started to cut it out so that tell you how much faith i have in the guys i know lol. well i wouldn't mind all that much asking but this one guy that i really would like to go with is five days to young. not 16 yet and the other guy um... i don't even know if he even has an interest in me so yeah that's that.

i went to the clark county fair yesterday it was fun but it started to rain so i was afraid that they might shut down the rides but luckly they didn't yeah. when we went to the rodeo it was out in the open and we were just sitting and the wind was blowing so we were freezing we didn't think it would be cold so we didn't bring blankets or jackets but it was still fun to watch. well thats all for now. later

LAYER ONE: On The Outside

Name: Crystal Sanders

Birth date: Sept. 5th

Eye Color: Dark Brown

Hair Color: um light brown

Height: 5’7" last i checked

Righty or Lefty: Righty

LAYER TWO: On The Inside

Your heritage: um i have no idea that goes way back i think a mix of just about everything hehe j/k i don't know

Your weakness: um i could go on forever j/k but it would be a bit of a list so just hang around me and i''l let you figure them out for youself cause i'm more critical on myself than you would be on me lol.

You fears: uh do i have ta lol well i have to admit i don't like going out side late at night were i live there is like hardley anything around an little light.

Your perfect pizza: um any please.

Goal you'd like to achieve: um.. hurry up and get school over with

LAYER THREE: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow

Your thoughts first waking up: mon-fri,must find snooze button….or on sat or sun, what a crazy dream.
Your bedtime: when i feel like it and i'm done getting my night girl out talking to everyone in the house. or after scripures.

Your most missed memories: being a kid i love those good o'l grand days. playin in my huge back yard with my friends its all gone except the memories.

LAYER FOUR: Your Pick

Pepsi or Coke: um i'll pass (CAFFINE, molly mormon here)

Single or group dates: Group of course, (molly mormon)

Lipton or Nestea: nope neither

Chocolate or vanilla: depends if its a lot af chocolate then vanilla but if just a liitle then chocolate
Cappuccino or coffee: i'll pass again (MM)

LAYER FIVE: Do You?

Take a shower everyday: Yes

Have crush(es): oh all the guys out there j/k but um alot of um. just want some date every once in a while would be nice.

Think you've been in love: yup with everyone i loved you all in the pre-existance and still do

Believe in yourself: yup yup

Think you're a health freak: oh no not at all ewwwe i would die if i was. never go there.

Get along with your parents: oh yes i never ever had an arguement with them as far as i can remember.

Like thunderstorms: um as long as i'm not the only one home and the power goes out hehe lol, and bring on the rain.

Play an instrument: i wish i could play the piano or the guitar i love those to they soung so purty

LAYER SIX: In the past month have you...

Gone on a date: yup i wish the guy talked a little more though. i was doing all the talking

Gone to the mall?: um i don't think so but i think it was a week before that month though

Eaten sushi: no thank you haven't tried it and don't plan on it

Been on stage: um last semester i had theater class does that count if not then try fifth grade lol

Been dumped: never gone out (MM)

LAYER SEVEN: Getting Older

Age you hope to be married: i think it would be fun in the early twenties or out of highschool but whenever the time is right then yeah.

Numbers and Names of Children: um i thinkin 4 right now, one boy, twin boy & girl, then a girl would be fun but probly won't happen oh well. i'll live but um i can think a sorts of guy names t many to list and i think keirsten is the only girl name i come up with.

Describe your dream wedding: I’m a girl. We think about this stuff a lot. I’d rather not bore you with all the tiny details
What do you want to be when you grow up: um i'm in college to be a achitecture cadd drafter so that would be that and a mom and do my job out of the home i think.

What country would you most like to visit: um i never thoght of that before so um none yet.

LAYER EIGHT: In The Numbers...

Number of CD's I own: oh am i supposed to know this? um my whole cd case i filled with cd's but most of them are burned ones.

Number of piercings: one in each ear once and agian cause i lost them once and got them again.

Number of times my name has appeared in the Newspaper?: um i think once maybe for birth cause i think they used to do that back in the day. but thats it i think.

Number of scars on my body: um i know i at least have one from the counter top at my old house on the bottom of my chin. but oh yes i stepped on a nail while building the house that i live in now and a needle while my sister was making a quilt.

Number of things in my past that I regret: um i think of many many thing i have said but wanted to change cause i latter thought of a better way to say it so that makes it a lest a hundred j/k i don't know. but there are plent.

today mom wanted me to help with making some homemade bread so i did that. i made some white bread cause thats the best then gary requested wheat bread and some scones so i made them too. so that was three batches lol. that took all day practictly. then i went to the activity at the benietas. they were having a swim activity but i just didn't feal like swimming so ended up just putting my feet in the spa. and after jaden (My teachers baby) got out i played with him of course. i love babies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! they are so cute. i just cant wait till Wendy has hers (Vance). she will at least have it in the next few weeks. i'm soooooo excited.

Easter baskets with Sis. Ivie

I went to the ivies to help sister ivie with an activity that we were going to be doing latter that night so yeah. that was cool but when we actually got to making the easter baskest at the activity we were a little short on time and no one finished them but oh well i got to make mine earlier and had a finished one and so i was a helper for eneryone else it was cool. oh spring break is flying by way to quickly and i need to be working on some homework and a dress that i hopefully get to use for prom but if i don't oh well i'll use it next year.

oh saturday was fun as i already wrote i was acually going to try and watch all of confrence and i did it wooohoo yeah. its not bad at all i always thought it was boring but not at all i just never put my heart in it so this time it was awsome. and i managed to not do scraptbooking yeah hehe. after confrence i went and hung out with harm, meg and matt it was fun oh and we watched little bear funny cause i just watched it for the first time this week at my sisters and now i watched it twice in a week but i didn't mind cause i think it was cute. oh man do i love phil collins music he is good i need to get some of his cd's. after we watched the movie we went to get some shakes with matts money hehe. i have to admit i think thats the first time a guy (my age) spent money on me rather than for my b-day sad huh but yeah for matt *aplause*. hehe. oh and yesterday we had chimichangas yum we always have good food for general confrence. wendy my oldest sister got me and my family into them. well latter for now.

Well today was full of eperiences. driving clear out north on the I-15 driving the 215 up in that area and then on my way home i got my first flat in Tara's Honda Accord. i felt bad for my parents driving way out there cause i don't know how to change one but now i do and i bet i could all by myself but my parents said that even if i knew how to i shouldn't cause in case some crazy guy were to see me out there. yikes huh. even if i were all by myself. oh i guess you could say i don't like contruction cause if it weren't for it i wouldn't have gotten a flat. cause i hit a platform of the cone cause it was in the road w/out the cone on top. At fist I thought I was dragging the platform by the sound if it but pulled over just in case. I was bummed that it was a flat.

Gen Conference

oh is that purty or what i love it one day i'll be in it all my own hehe (i hope) its my dream car. i'll own one some day even if it is really really old. well enough of that.



i had a break from general confrence so here i am well i actually payed attention it was awsome i like it. i always thought it was boring but thats only cause i didn't have a positive attitude and ddin't really pay attention. well i don't know if it was our new tv or what but during henry b. eyrings talk our tv was being stupid and it was looseing the sound but only oh him wierd huh. oh and near the end my dad seen the view of the music director in a seperate view on the screen so he decided to show everyone some neat new things that the tv could do and it was during confrence and i couldn't understand the speaker so i told him i would take the remote from him if he kept doing it and he kept doing it so i took it. hehe. i guess guys just like there new toys hehe j/k girls do too.

Where do i start? i haven't writen anything in a long time. i am going to cchs (comunity college high school) this year and it has been cool but it also has it's ups and downs just like anything else. i only know two lds guys well one senior but i don't know him he's my sisters friend over at this school but it makes my list of guys to date a little bit bigger. but yeah, it hasn't been much sucess so far some of you know what i'm talking about hehe. but that story and other guy stories are on my other web page (no one is to know that link or i would have to kill them j/k hehe) so i'll leave it out of here. i still go to my old school for seminary though cause we don't have any building near it so i still talk to my other friends back there, awsome. This school has been great as far as getting school out of the way but it has been a little bit harder. like for instance my high school teachers just are a little hard but i guess it is good in some ways but i feel like english & history are pretty useless but i do it anyways. oh and i just know that this school is going to get harder because i am just taking some easy college classes right now. wait till i get into english too, yikes. i'm taking a college class called math 116 right now and it just is anoying cause the teacher doesn't know anything and wont give you even the slightest break even when it is his fault.

Well i just got through with helping my dad set up our new tv (big screen) its awsome. he thought that i would enjoy helping to set it up so he asked me to help and i learned something new and i enjoyed it. we bought it for our new house so that my dad can build something in the new house around it so that it fits perfectly but we decided to hook it up so that we can watch general conference with it. that will be awsome i hope that i will be able to pay a little more attention this time around cause i'm not very good at that. i usually do scraptbooking but this time i'm going to try and really pay attention. i hope that over the spring break that i can have a little fun with some friends and hang out or at least get some extra sleep, catch up on some homework in some of my classes, and be able to work on my prom dress (that i hope i get to use). if i don't get to use it this year i'll at least use it for next year but it is always good to be prepared so i'm making it anyways even if i'm not sure i'll get asked.