once my dad told us for family home evening that we are kinda like tires. you can be flat, full, have a bulge, etc. one side is social, one spiritual, one intelect, i'm not sure what the other one is right now but thats not the point. my dad at that time said that i was well rounded just needed a little more air and that was true but now i really feel like i need more air like i'm almost riding on my rim. i feel like if i loose any more air i'm going to have a flat, the rim is going to cut me. i'm just so ancious to move into the house i feel like it might help many of my probs, not all but many (as for have more space and not be so up tight with my sisters). i'm going to try and get back into the habbit in reading the scripures (with really intent) cause i felt like reading them last night has really helped me. i woke up today went to sem. and i actually was able to get into the leason, rather than sitting there like a zomby. then afterwards i had a better attitute towards someone that has been getting on my nerves the last little bit. i hope that i can have this feeling more often.