oooie ooie i'm excited to be going on the temple trip tomorrow we are going to the st. george temple as stake youth. it's going to be a blast. the only downfall is it's my day off i have to wake up even earlier than i do on a school day for seminary. oh and also on mon i don't get it off like everyone else cause its staff development day but not for college bum bum. oh well the bright side to it is at least i don't have to wake up at five i get to sleep in cause my first class is at nine.

ok i'm not sure i'm going to go to sadies but i'm for sure not going to be going to MM cause its to much work when i'm not even friends with most the group so i'm just not going to do it. i might just go to my sadies with my school with heather cause its cheaper fun and also already all planned out cause planning is a pain in the butt. well i got to break the news to hannah tonight that i'm not going and so we can't go to MM now. shes not going to take it to well but the main thing is that shes just grabbing anyone to go with us now its not even going to be any fun any more, not with a good group.

i'm so lost on what to do for sadies i want to go to MM but none of my friends are going. i was hoping that allison would go with me but it sounds like she might go with meg ugh darn darn. well just got to talk about it more still. then for trunk or treat i'm going to go to wendy's ward to help with my babes yay. i am also going to her ward cause i'm getting sick of mine. everyone is so imature in my class. there is a time to talk and a time to learn can't you just seperate the to, oh no they can't, they don't know how. well i hope wendy's ward is good i might be going there a little more if it is. well its late ttfn

well the fright dome was fun except the fact i got draged into the bench and am bruised, not fun. well today my mom and dad are putting up our shelfs/racks for our clothes in the closet so we might be moving in soon. we had the inspector come and look at the house but we just need some stuff done with the well, or something like that so we kinda are moving in cause hes really laid back about us doing that even though we aren't supposed to. i'm trying to get my mom to buy my bed so i can put up my canopy and set up some of my stuff in my room. i really want to know what my room will turn out looking like. i hope its not too cluttery. man i don't really want to go to sadies no more it don't sound that great anymore cause now none of my crazy friends are going and that would make it so much funner cause i can relate to them better and they agree with me and things better. i don't know. i don't think i'm going anymore. i don't even want to go at all. cause i only wanted to ask him if we could go to magic mountain but its not going to be a great anymore. so whats the use when i want to buy so much other things with my money. i need to buy alot of other things too. expecially since were moving sooooo soon.

ok since i hadn't written much this week lol. it's finally the week end lol. alrighty i actually have plans with friends, i'm going to the fright dome tonight yay!!!!!!!!!!!!! cause i've never been to it even as normal lol. i don't get out much, i'm poor and so i usually go only friends invite me to places. i occasionally pull sumthin (get a group together myself) but not much. i wanted to go to the game against Durango HS, but i think it'll be way funner going to fright dome. oh this morn i helped alison ask zack to homecoming funn funn. but she was so afraid that something would go wrong i told her to just chill. i'm more excited to be asking rather than scared. i just got to find out if he can go first before i ask him cause that would be bad. i can't wait till i ask him it'll be fun. oh i also talked to john well he talked to me yay!!! i told him he better go to the next church dance and we are all going to be wearing our formals, he said he'll wear his brown tux (oh thats not really formal i've seen it before but oh well).

Sara's party

well i got to go to her party, i got a ride from harm's mom. we went to her party i got sum pics (oooie ooie i got me rechargable batteries for my battery eating camera) that was fun going to her party and finnaly seeing her after like forev then we went to the dance and it started off slow but then i got myself hyper, its always funner when your hyper . then we all crammed into saras car and went home that way cause harms mom wasn't picking us up and i thought she was. that was the funnest weekend in a while yay!!!!! oh i felt bad for matt cause meg and sara were picking on him the whole night (though he prolly liked the attention) and he was just being nice back to them the whole night. well gots to go ttfn

oh bum i turned off my cell last night not a good idea cause ash called and said that the hike was actually at 8 rather than 10 and i actually got out of bed at 8:30 bum i missed her. and now i don't get to see her today . well i think i might actually be able to get a ride out to parhump for saras party with her aunt which matt and megan might be going with too, hope so cause itd be kinda wierd cause i don't know her. well till then

oh it was cool it was actually only me and my mom home wow that never happens lol. well she asked if i wanted to watch tv or sumthin with her but i didn't want to do that cause i have not watched tv in like forev and i don't really care for tv anymore. id rather talk to friends on here lol. so i got to talk to her a bit and then my dad came home and he told us all about their helecopter ride he really enjoyed it alot and mentioned itd be fun to go as a fam (sooouuunds good to meee lol)

yay the last few days i have been in a better spirt than i had a little bit ago. oh funny funny thing happened today and was cool. i went to get my free car wash from getting a oil change a few days ago. well the guy that changed my oil said that i could go to a certain location to get it cause thats the only one that my truck could fit in. well when i got there i was wondering around not knowing what to do lol (i'm a unlearned dork lol) then i got help to get the car was well the lady told me to go pay for it well she gave me a reciet for $15 (i thought it was free so i had not enough money) well i went back to the lady because i was going to cancel it cause i didn't have the money on me. well she told me just to go ahead and get it cause she said that i seem inecent and so i ended up getting it free. well i can't go back there again, now on i'm washing it in one of those quarter machine car washes. well thats a good deal i got a car wash that cost $25 (wow) only for $5 . partly payed because of getting my oil change and then the rest i got off cause of the lady being nice cause of my probs lol. but now on paying in quarters lol.

ok the other day oh my truck was so fun it save my and lesh and rylee the other day from being late. ok so on the way to sem the road is blocked off hehe well i just drove right over the huemunjeous bump with like hardly no prob. then rye forgot her projects at home so we went and got then and the only way to get back in time was to go over the hills again it was fun but the sec time around i realized i that i was running over bushes opps. the sec time around lesh said you think the construction guys will get us in trouble or mad at us, and i said oh no i think they will more so laugh at it cause its funny to see a monsterous truch roll over their hills like its nothing, lol. the today i went to school early for a book talk yay i gots an A. then i got some tutorial while i was there cause i don't know english at all lol. i got to see remy for the first time in a while like a month or more awww i miss my friends. and i think dree was absent i miss that gurl. then i got my senior pics yay. then came home and talked to a bunch of friends on aim and i actually got to talk to matt yay i never get to talk to him much it was cool cause we can talk about anything (i tell him all my guy probs and stuff like that and he finally open up to me about him lol).

well today didn't go all the greatly. i woke up to go to sem and lesh was late and told me to go without her after i had already waited till she was done getting ready. what the heck is that all about? then at the act i had to conduct ugh. i hate conducting cause no one will listen and you have to be rude and a loud mouth for them to listen to you (so not me, but i feel like it the last little bit cause of everything thats going wrong right now that bugs) i'm just to quite but i hate having to repeat my self when its just because everyone is being rude and not listening in the first place cause they are too busy talking.

Add Birthday pics / and modeling pics from with meg in my new bedroom here.

oh today was good i went to sem and we talked more about the sec coming neato, interesting stuffers. then talk to hannah while sorta having a honking horn war with tyler in our own vehicals lol. then when i got home i went to the other house cause its actually quiet over there for doing homework. i went to school had a purrty easy day fris are usually purrty easy if you study for the test. then on my way home i met a jerk on the way home. i was coming up on the 215 and there was a line of nice peeps waiting their turn and the jerks trying to cut in passing the end of the line purposly, so they can cut. then me and the guy in front of me weren't going to let the jerk in but then the jerk spit on the guys car in front of me how rude. i wasn't going to let him either except the fact that i was afraid that my truck was to close to his that i might could have rubbed my tires on his car (expencive car) i didn't want to have to repair and pay for it so thats the only reason i let him in or else i would have made sure he couldn't get in cause he was such a jerk to the guy in front of me. then i came home and wendy was over so i got to play with my babes and vance was smiling up a storm for me yay, but just not when i pulled out the camera like as if he knew lol.

once my dad told us for family home evening that we are kinda like tires. you can be flat, full, have a bulge, etc. one side is social, one spiritual, one intelect, i'm not sure what the other one is right now but thats not the point. my dad at that time said that i was well rounded just needed a little more air and that was true but now i really feel like i need more air like i'm almost riding on my rim. i feel like if i loose any more air i'm going to have a flat, the rim is going to cut me. i'm just so ancious to move into the house i feel like it might help many of my probs, not all but many (as for have more space and not be so up tight with my sisters). i'm going to try and get back into the habbit in reading the scripures (with really intent) cause i felt like reading them last night has really helped me. i woke up today went to sem. and i actually was able to get into the leason, rather than sitting there like a zomby. then afterwards i had a better attitute towards someone that has been getting on my nerves the last little bit. i hope that i can have this feeling more often.

ok man i'm so lazy this year i didn't get any homework done over the weekend cause i had my babes over and also more relatives on sun for gen confrence. i tried doing some this morn but i knocked out, then when i was driving home from school david called me and said he wouldn't be able to stop by oh bum after all we tried to make it work out it didn't oh well he said he might be able to stop by some other day. well i want to try and make better use of my time so that i have some extra time to learn some new things and do things that i enjoy.

Gen. Conference Weekend

fri- ok fri i was asked to babysit but i had already planned on going to the homcoming football game so i didn't go i feel bad cause this lady asked if i could babysit before and i couldn't that time either and had lesh go, she always calls at the wrong time. so i went to the game. i picked up summer met brad at smiths so that he could follow us cause he didn't know where SV was. we went to the game but it was kinda boring and brad said something that scared me and summer wanted me to go ice blocking with her and brad and she said he was just joking but still it bugged me, i gave in and went anyway. then we got to the park and it was closing in 8 min (we were a little late lol) but the security guy was nice and let us stay a few extra min. but then kicked us out cause he could get into big trouble if he got caught letting us stay. then we went to megs. we had yum chocolate mint soda? never heard of making it like they did? and then had some snickers cake yum. meg was feeling sick and brad left then we went in the other room were meg was laying down. her brothers came home and they got us all laghing meg said that derek gets away with alot of the stuff he says cause no one hears it and its true cause i didn't catch like half the stuff he said. then summer wanted to go home and since i was her ride we had to go, and i had to pick up lesh oh man no one knew how to give directions to the house so i was driving around lost for like for a half an hour joy.

sat- well i woke up had some good omlets that JR (our worker, we invited him to watch with us, but since he isn't lds i think he came mainly to cook cause he doesn't get to much) the we watched gen confrence but the thing is that jazz, bryce and vance were over so it was hard to make out much of it, bum. for luch we had homemade chicken noodle soup with homemade noodles too (i'm learning to like that better) well wendy came over with a cute new craft idea (edging for receiving blankets) yay i love crafts so during break i got some stuff for me to make one for myself. (we both liked the material of eachothers so we traded one our extra ones with each other so we have two different looks) then i took a nap after gen conference, nocked out lol. we had hawian haystacks for dinner (not my favorite but oh well) then we went out to the spa and watched the joseph smith movie from the ensign magazine, that was a good movie, and gave my a better idea how it was. when i got out it was freezin so i went jet runnin for the house (well not really but oh well it sounds more interestin that way lol)

ok so i have so much homework that i need to be doing over the week end yikes. along with watching confrence and having the babes over i don't know how i'm going to be able to get it all done. ahhhh. ok so whats the deal with saras party is it happening or what? i hope so.