oh i'm thinkin is my hardest year ever. i don't mean to complain but it just is ahh everyone says that their senior year was the easiest uh um not for me so far. my easy CADD class, um my teach knows i know the stuff so hes giving me a hard time ugh. well i'm not having luck in school but i feel like i'm having some luck with guys yea!!!! finally, bring in the guys lol. (well if they are worth datin)

ok i had my party it was really fun, maybe not as much as i thought but oh well i always get my hopes up really high lol. when everyone was first showing it was kinda slow but then it was funner. it would have been a blast if i were hyper but oh well. well anthony showed i felt bad cause i didn't really know him all that well and i'm not really good at acknowleging guys . i don't try to but i just do. then zack and judd showed and judd didn't talk to me at all. they left at the same time so i thought they were going to come back and chash my party cause i've heard that from many peeps, but they didn't? ahh but i thought it would have been kinda fun lol. then steve showed but didn't talk to me like hardly? he just came in and sat next to bren and jen. what is with this the guys were all kinda dumb? but i guess i have to also blame myself too. then we stayed up late watching a movie in the spa it was funny cause steve was the only guy in there with a bunch of girls lol. hannah got up early and went to bed but then i heard that in the middle of the night she couldn't sleep and went home? kyrie was on the phone with wes half the night cause it was free min on her phone lol. then in the morn after everyone left and meg was the only one left we decided to go shopping for make-up cause she got me in the mood (i used to never go shopping with friends but i have been so much in the last little bit) i wanted to buy make-up so i could try a new look cause i ain't gettin any guys around here lol. (but i need to try to be more out going along with that lol) then we went to matts house and had pizza and watched a home video of him and his noise that he still makes lol. then we went to cold stone, i've never been before so it was coolio. then we went back to megs and talked for a bit and then i drove matt home cause he didn't bring his car, cause i was driving them. then in curch again zack and judd fight to read scripures so disturbing i don't learn a thing i swear . well i got home from church and the spirit was totally disturbed so i hid in gary's old bed and took a nap there so no one could find me and bug me cause i was in a bad mood, caused by siblings. later at night i woke up and i had been planning on going to mish prep and also wanted to get out of the tension so i called meg and we went to mish prep but i had to drive my truck cause no one would let me drive there car, joy. it was cool i want to keep going. then i came home and my fam was playing games, i kinda didn't want to cause i felt the tension when i went in my room to change, but i did anyways. it was ok but we were playing what if.... that game can kinda be a bad game, the thing i don't get is why does my sisters think i'm so rude? i don't ever do anything too bad i try not to. the only reason i'm ever have some what a temper its cause it rubs off them, i have to have a reason to be mad, and its their temper.

oh man i'm really not as smart as i thought i was i was just really lucky lol. ok i was making this project so much harder that it had to be and totally messed up. but i learned how to do it this time so i can just whip that baby out next time with out having to make it so hard. oh but CADD is so easy, just now my CADD drafting class is going to get easier yeah!!!!!

oh tonights act was so fun. i have not been rebelling (lol inside joke for all you that know what i mean) in like long time a year or two. i had a blast though on one of the repells that me and brady hooked up. wow um it was kinda wierd that he actually talked thats not normal, i have not talked to him in forev like a few years and hes in my ward. it was kinda cool though. dude any attention from any guys is like so cool for me lol. anyways i went one of the repells twice then the one me ant brady hooked up once but when i got to the bottom i realized that i had to jump like 8 feet or so down cause the rope only reached a ledge that was at that height so i jumped cause i had to but oh my i was kinda scared but i lived. when i landed i also fell on my butt so now my butt is bruised lol. so i decided not to do it again mainly cause of the wear out hike it took to get up there like five times or so.

yipee waho, i'm mush smiter dan i twat i twat i was. i din't unerstand a woord da teach was sayin wen she was teachin uz sa i decited ta jus tra i ou ma sef an i di i wite. hehe ok so i'm really hyper and i bet you didn't understand a word i just wrote lol. ok translation- i'm much smarter than i thought i thought i was. i didn't understand a word the teacher was saying when she was teaching us so i decided to just try it out my self and i did it write. obviously this was a CADD class not my high schpol class cause i can never figure out government or english even if my life depended on it. i really don't know how i could have passes all my lower classes of these classes because i don't know like nothing of these classes. well gots homework to do till later.

ok today was easy at school cause it was pic day and senior graduation day. in first period we took pics. the only bad thing is the love to make the girls so in-modest joy joy, so my shoulders are so showing. oh it was great this girl asked if i was a lifegaurd over the summer but i told her no its from only a few times (literally) i get a really good tan but i just need to get out more thats all. then in second period we had a guy come and talk about graduation cap and gowns (which are only $25 yeah for cheap me) then he talked about class rings wich i'm to cheap to buy lol. the cool thing though is he said that they are putting CTR now in some of the rings for those who want it, cool cool. so that took up most of my day at school, awesome.

ok guys sorry but i don't think i will be able to get on here much with in the next week till after my party cause we have got alot of stuff to do to get the house ready for the party. its still not going to be entirly done but it will be done enough that we can still have fun in it. i just hope that the worker will show on time like the granite peeps ant the plumbing peeps. yeah ok ok so i'm pushing it tight but it'll be all worth it in the end hope you all can come to my party. (well other than david lol) if you need to get a hold of me just call my cell k.

oh my cuteness. cute little nephew of mine. Vance is such a cutie.