well today didn't go all the greatly. i woke up to go to sem and lesh was late and told me to go without her after i had already waited till she was done getting ready. what the heck is that all about? then at the act i had to conduct ugh. i hate conducting cause no one will listen and you have to be rude and a loud mouth for them to listen to you (so not me, but i feel like it the last little bit cause of everything thats going wrong right now that bugs) i'm just to quite but i hate having to repeat my self when its just because everyone is being rude and not listening in the first place cause they are too busy talking.

Add Birthday pics / and modeling pics from with meg in my new bedroom here.

oh today was good i went to sem and we talked more about the sec coming neato, interesting stuffers. then talk to hannah while sorta having a honking horn war with tyler in our own vehicals lol. then when i got home i went to the other house cause its actually quiet over there for doing homework. i went to school had a purrty easy day fris are usually purrty easy if you study for the test. then on my way home i met a jerk on the way home. i was coming up on the 215 and there was a line of nice peeps waiting their turn and the jerks trying to cut in passing the end of the line purposly, so they can cut. then me and the guy in front of me weren't going to let the jerk in but then the jerk spit on the guys car in front of me how rude. i wasn't going to let him either except the fact that i was afraid that my truck was to close to his that i might could have rubbed my tires on his car (expencive car) i didn't want to have to repair and pay for it so thats the only reason i let him in or else i would have made sure he couldn't get in cause he was such a jerk to the guy in front of me. then i came home and wendy was over so i got to play with my babes and vance was smiling up a storm for me yay, but just not when i pulled out the camera like as if he knew lol.

once my dad told us for family home evening that we are kinda like tires. you can be flat, full, have a bulge, etc. one side is social, one spiritual, one intelect, i'm not sure what the other one is right now but thats not the point. my dad at that time said that i was well rounded just needed a little more air and that was true but now i really feel like i need more air like i'm almost riding on my rim. i feel like if i loose any more air i'm going to have a flat, the rim is going to cut me. i'm just so ancious to move into the house i feel like it might help many of my probs, not all but many (as for have more space and not be so up tight with my sisters). i'm going to try and get back into the habbit in reading the scripures (with really intent) cause i felt like reading them last night has really helped me. i woke up today went to sem. and i actually was able to get into the leason, rather than sitting there like a zomby. then afterwards i had a better attitute towards someone that has been getting on my nerves the last little bit. i hope that i can have this feeling more often.

ok man i'm so lazy this year i didn't get any homework done over the weekend cause i had my babes over and also more relatives on sun for gen confrence. i tried doing some this morn but i knocked out, then when i was driving home from school david called me and said he wouldn't be able to stop by oh bum after all we tried to make it work out it didn't oh well he said he might be able to stop by some other day. well i want to try and make better use of my time so that i have some extra time to learn some new things and do things that i enjoy.

Gen. Conference Weekend

fri- ok fri i was asked to babysit but i had already planned on going to the homcoming football game so i didn't go i feel bad cause this lady asked if i could babysit before and i couldn't that time either and had lesh go, she always calls at the wrong time. so i went to the game. i picked up summer met brad at smiths so that he could follow us cause he didn't know where SV was. we went to the game but it was kinda boring and brad said something that scared me and summer wanted me to go ice blocking with her and brad and she said he was just joking but still it bugged me, i gave in and went anyway. then we got to the park and it was closing in 8 min (we were a little late lol) but the security guy was nice and let us stay a few extra min. but then kicked us out cause he could get into big trouble if he got caught letting us stay. then we went to megs. we had yum chocolate mint soda? never heard of making it like they did? and then had some snickers cake yum. meg was feeling sick and brad left then we went in the other room were meg was laying down. her brothers came home and they got us all laghing meg said that derek gets away with alot of the stuff he says cause no one hears it and its true cause i didn't catch like half the stuff he said. then summer wanted to go home and since i was her ride we had to go, and i had to pick up lesh oh man no one knew how to give directions to the house so i was driving around lost for like for a half an hour joy.

sat- well i woke up had some good omlets that JR (our worker, we invited him to watch with us, but since he isn't lds i think he came mainly to cook cause he doesn't get to much) the we watched gen confrence but the thing is that jazz, bryce and vance were over so it was hard to make out much of it, bum. for luch we had homemade chicken noodle soup with homemade noodles too (i'm learning to like that better) well wendy came over with a cute new craft idea (edging for receiving blankets) yay i love crafts so during break i got some stuff for me to make one for myself. (we both liked the material of eachothers so we traded one our extra ones with each other so we have two different looks) then i took a nap after gen conference, nocked out lol. we had hawian haystacks for dinner (not my favorite but oh well) then we went out to the spa and watched the joseph smith movie from the ensign magazine, that was a good movie, and gave my a better idea how it was. when i got out it was freezin so i went jet runnin for the house (well not really but oh well it sounds more interestin that way lol)

ok so i have so much homework that i need to be doing over the week end yikes. along with watching confrence and having the babes over i don't know how i'm going to be able to get it all done. ahhhh. ok so whats the deal with saras party is it happening or what? i hope so.